I remember the day I woke up in your dream. Your dream was for me to stay small. I was sad for myself and others to realize I had been conditioned to stay contained in someone else’s vision. Programmed only to make a move when there’s a green light from someone else, the one in charge. Make sure to not make anyone feel uncomfortable with my outspoken thoughts and philosophies. Stay straight in line. Go to school, get good grades and get that job that will comfort me till I die. Buy that stuff, I really needed it they said. Have 2 kids with a two-floor house and put all your stuff in there. What if that wasn’t my dream at all? I was living someone else’s dream. Living to make someone else rich. My whole life Till now I woke up And will never play small again.
Why do we have ill feelings towards the person we are jealous of? When in fact it is us betraying Ourselves. Its is us denying our Souls of what we really want and what the other person already has. We are lacking action to achieve our ambitions, we are silencing our Souls Call.
When we feel jealous, this is a flag sent from our Hearts Desires, waving us down. That person has what I want and I’m not letting myself have it. It is only us who holds ourselves back and it is the journey from our head to the Heart that is the hardest. But if you can endure the ride, it will be the journey most worth travelling.
If “A peaceful mind gives life to the body, but jealousy rots the bones.” (Proverbs 14:30) Then we are simply rotting away, not acting on our Hearts Desires. Instead of wrath towards another, who already has what we want, why not gratitude? After all, they’re your best teacher. They’re showing you, you are deceiving yourself. You are robbing yourself of your true potential.
You are meant to lose yourself on the journey, but don’t give up on yourself in the process. Remember we are all in this together, guiding each other home. we are all One, we are all Love at our core.
I’ve ran into a handful of Bears in my adult life. Real Bears. A few of which have been uncomfortably close and my life has flashed before my eyes. Being in the presence of a Bear shakes me to my core. It wakes me up from my hibernation and reminds me to choose life again. Energetically speaking, I have never felt such powerful and grounding Energy emanate from another living Being.
After doing some research as to why I am such a “Bear Magnet,” which I was called during my time in Jasper Alberta, I have found the Bear to be my Spirit Animal. My personal Animal Medicine. My Bear encounters were signifying a new chapter of personal growth, towards Independence and a mere reflection of my own Inner Divinity. The Power within, I was afraid to tap into and unleash.
While crossing paths, with my Bears, my natural instincts have kicked in. Fight or Flight. Ive always picked Flight. Regardless of the suggestions not to run. Just as my reaction to run from the Bears, Ive had to learn to not run from my own Power. Embodying this Strong Grounding Energy myself has taken Practice and Devotion. Self Healing practices, such as Meditation, have taught me to sit with it instead of run.
My Animal Medicine has woken me up to be a Leader, an Energy Shifter and a Strong Independent Mother Bear. I am sitting with my Power and working towards Co-Creating my Dreams. My Soul will not be satisfied unless I do. What Desires are you Manifesting with your Divine Power? What Animal is crossing your path and reminding your Soul of its true potential once again.