& what if even the exhaustion has its purpose.To wear us down, to stop us from trying so hard.To teach us to just be ourselves again.Without the mask, without the chase to be loved or accepted.& what if its purpose was to cause us pain.To force us to give in and give up.To surrender to [...]
They told me my body wasn’t perfect, so I found a way to love it harder. They told me I was depressed, so I found a way to be happy. They told me I was anxious, so I found a way to become calm. They told me I’m a failure at english, so I became [...]
Salty baths Sweet candles Burning sage Soapy bubbles Silk robe Coconut cream Wild hair Grateful prayers Kind heart Creative calls Frank ocean Solo dancing Crystal goddesses Quiet chanting Soft beds White sheets & Blissful dreams are my Sunday refuge.
Time feels like it is going faster in our modern world of constant hustle, the daily grind and instant gratification. I've asked a few others "do you feel like time is going faster now?" All replying "yes". I remember my ephiphony that time is an illusion. I came to this understanding in my past, while [...]
Finally we were alone and I got to know her. What she liked and didn't like. What she believed in and who she really was. Stillness took me to places I had never felt before. I became aware of the power of her mind. Alone, in its depths, sometimes felt like I was going to [...]
I had the devil whispering "you're longing for his lust." Yet, my heart ached louder to be honoured. As much as I miss the sonance of his voice. His undeniable magnetic ways with words. I know there's an Emperor even more enchanting. I hope his voice to be bold, warm and sweet. His words like [...]
They all helped me wake me up, For better or for worse. Sometimes the lessons seemed too hard - too soon. Now I can see I had the answers all along, I just had to learn how to listen and In the end I was my own Saviour.
The night before rehab feels the same as the moment after the awareness hits. The awareness of your unconscious patterns and loops is no longer serving you. Though, unlike the drugs, your limiting beliefs protected you - but really who’s to say the drugs didn’t keep you alive? Nevertheless, those old beliefs or magical potions [...]
I'm coming to accept that I'm different. I like to walk the straight and narrow. I like the challenge, I like the rewards. I like levelling up and meeting new people in new dimensions of life. I want to live like the 5% and think like them too. I'd rather be brave, than cool in [...]