Standing Neutral On A Moving Train

Standing Neutral On A Moving Train

The night before rehab feels the same as the moment after the awareness hits. The awareness of your unconscious patterns and loops is no longer serving you. Though, unlike the drugs, your limiting beliefs protected you - but really who’s to say the drugs didn’t keep you alive? Nevertheless, those old beliefs or magical potions [...]

Dance Where Fearless Love Exists

Dance Where Fearless Love Exists

I want to Dance where fearless love only exists.I'm done with sailing fast into the future, creating illusions and expectations.I'm drained by drifting back, haunting myself with the resonance of deep wounds.Deep repetitive reminders, of the scars left in my heart, from the stabbings of past lovers.So, I started to Dance with myself where fearless [...]

The Comeback

The Comeback

I drank the medicine of her kind wordsI realized I was missing a pieceCaring for everyone needs but my ownWalking on eggshells, holding it all inI lost myself like sand through my fingers Her words made me burstMy eyes clouded with oceansAnd rivers ran down my cheeksThe darkness I was harbouring churning in my stomach [...]

Death: A Cyclical Ending & A New Beginning​

Death: A Cyclical Ending & A New Beginning​

Before I dove into the depths of numerology and other mystical teachings I feared the signs of death. Also since now understanding, we are cyclical beings, forever experiencing a rebirth and death process, I celebrate the death of my cycles. Today I am five years clean and sober and have experienced the signs of a [...]