Diving Into Me

Diving Into Me

Letting go with you was just a dip into the unexplored abyss of my creation.

You’ve showed me my sinlessness was not a virtue and that a spectrum of my virginity still awaits immersion.

A whole sea between my legs awaits exploration, I never knew I had so much of myself left untouched.

My First Thorn

My First Thorn

I am must be blessed – because I had you by my side when the world began to fall.

Our young love felt like the drugs, maybe because of all the drugs we did.

Or Maybe it was the romantic dreams we fostered together.

Our fantasy to escape, to get away, to be free from the cages of our dark voids.

We ran, we hid, we cheated, stole and lied – but we did it all together.

I will always be grateful I got to experience deep rugged Love with you, my special thorn, my very first time for everything.

The Joker of Dark Moons

The Joker of Dark Moons

You illuminated my dark moon and now I feel like I can’t live without you.
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You’re a liar and a cheat but, your words are smooth as silk.
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I’d drop all my values, one last time, just to hear your haunted words.
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Tie me up to the ceiling fan, your mad is when I like it best.

Surrendered to you and the wounds of my past – but this distance between us is the real pain for pleasure.
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Freed, but my heart’s still in the submission to you – The Joker of Dark Moons.

Dance Where Fearless Love Exists

Dance Where Fearless Love Exists

I want to Dance where fearless love only exists.
I’m done with sailing fast into the future, creating illusions and expectations.
I’m drained by drifting back, haunting myself with the resonance of deep wounds.
Deep repetitive reminders, of the scars left in my heart, from the stabbings of past lovers.
So, I started to Dance with myself where fearless love only exists.


Remember, dear one, do not keep reliving your unconscious decisions.
We all fall prey to failing the present with our tired beliefs.
The worn-out reel of Projection, reaction and devilish delusions.
We all fall short, we all run, we all hide sometimes.
But I want you to join me and dance where fearless love only exists.

All you have to do is choose again, choose love over fear.
Breathe through the feelings of all the unknown.
Let’s gey lost, be with me here, in the ever-unfolding Now.
We belong where the wild souls sway and swing.
So, babe, will you take a chance and risk it all and do this daringly dance with me?

Meet me in the abyss where fearless love only exists.

Releasing The Secret Self.

Releasing The Secret Self.

The world aches, yearns and longs for you to embrace all sides of your soul. You are here for a reason. Those still hidden sides of yourself are the missing pieces to the puzzle. & A beautiful puzzle you are. Yet, a single piece in the greater picture of life here on earth. A single piece to the grand scope of consciousness. You are here to heal. All sides of you will bring love to this earth and the hearts of many. Please don’t leave any out.

The secret self is another word for the still buried parts of your Soul. The parts of us we work towards unburying because they scream inside our chest to see the light.

We may have worked long and hard to find buried parts of our soul, but only to keep them still hidden from the rest of the world. We may think we are too much, too sad, too happy, too wild and people will not accept that side of us. I know this pain and that struggle while hiding those secret sides of ourselves from the world.

The aching feeling of wanting to be seen. The yearning to wanting to share our personal narrative with the world. That voice that poetically speaks to us when we are alone wanting to scream from the rooftops.

I know the longing to be bold and to shake the earth with our story. The battle in our minds that holds us back from sharing certain sides of our being, because of fear and limiting beliefs.

It’s not our fault, we were conditioned that way. From a young child till now you have been told that part of yourself is better left in the shadows. Certain things of your past are better left unsaid.

So I am here to tell you, that is all a lie and the only thing that resides in you is love. The world also aches, yearns and longs to embrace all sides of you. You are here for a reason, those sides of you are a missing piece of the puzzle to heal and transcend more love into this earth and the hearts of many.

Be bold, be fearless, be unapologetically you. Release those parts of yourself screaming to be revealed.

By doing so you are giving permission to allow others to do the same. Think of a world where women express themselves freely and embody all sides of themselves. That is the world I want to live it.

How much love and how much divine nurture that the world has to give. The divine feminine is calling you. All sides of her are calling you, to release the secrets side of yourself you call guilt shame.

Are you going to be brave enough to answer the call? Will you step into the unknown and the possibility of living your wildest dream and share your story with the world?

The secret self is another word for the still buried parts of your Soul. The parts of us we work towards unburying because they scream inside our chest to see the light.

We may have worked long and hard to find buried parts of our soul, but only to keep them still hidden from the rest of the world. We may think we are too much, too sad, too happy, too wild and people will not accept that side of us. I know this pain and that struggle while hiding those secret sides of ourselves from the world.

The aching feeling of wanting to be seen. The yearning to wanting to share our personal narrative with the world. That voice that poetically speaks to us when we are alone wanting to scream from the rooftops.

I know the longing to be bold and to shake the earth with our story. The battle in our minds that holds us back from sharing certain sides of our being, because of fear and limiting beliefs.

It’s not our fault, we were conditioned that way. From a young child till now you have been told that part of yourself is better left in the shadows. Certain things of your past are better left unsaid.

So I am here to tell you, that is all a lie and the only thing that resides in you is love. The world also aches, yearns and longs to embrace all sides of you. You are here for a reason, those sides of you are a missing piece of the puzzle to heal and transcend more love into this earth and the hearts of many.

Be bold, be fearless, be unapologetically you. Release those parts of yourself screaming to be revealed.

By doing so you are giving permission to allow others to do the same. Think of a world where women express themselves freely and embody all sides of themselves. That is the world I want to live it.

How much love and how much divine nurture that the world has to give. The divine feminine is calling you. All sides of her are calling you, to release the secrets side of yourself you call guilt shame.

Are you going to be brave enough to answer the call? Will you step into the unknown and the possibility of living your wildest dream and share your story with the world?

Wild women we must keep peeling back the layers. Be seen, be heard and be bold.

Loves Coven

Loves Coven

There’s a shelter within my heart space that I’ve built for you.
It has a strong foundation built on self-love, balance and which has no doors.
You are free to come at any time and free to leave as you please, the only requirement for admission is that your shelter also has no doors.
Let us respect our sacred spaces, by removing our shoes when entering and by leaving each other’s hearts better than when we arrived.
know I am always here for you, without conditions, without doors.
For I know whatever is real cannot be trapped, behind closed doors of control, because fear is the ice that dulls a flame.
I long for Love that is breezy and that is as cool and free as the air we breathe.
It took many lessons and lifetimes to clear a space for our masculine and feminine energy to twist and twine in a sensual dance.
So I patiently sit quietly, but yet yearn, to flow freely throughout each other’s sacred shelters.