I remembered when we went to the Waldorf and you danced like no one was watching.
I wanted to dance like that.
I wish I could of done more about your mental health and addiction.
I wish I could have supported you more.
I hate that I had to walk away from you.
I couldn’t take it anymore.
You will always be one of the most unique and genuine people I have ever known.
They didn’t tell me how you killed yourself.
But I know your in a happier place now, but I also wish you could of held on a little bit longer.
The ride isn’t easy here.
Everytime I look at my roses i’ll think of you.
Rest in peace my beautiful flower.