I Saved Me.

All alone, is how I saved me.
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The Mountains couldn’t save me. The doctors or the nurses couldn’t save me.
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The psychiatrists or the pills. Jesus or Mohammed couldn’t save me.
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My family or my Lovers. That cat or the money couldn’t save me.
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That trip, the house, the dress, the make up, the job, even the sex couldn’t save me.
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She said “I’m serving recovery, to you, on a silver plater” but she couldn’t save me.
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The fear of living had to become greater than the fear of drowning.
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It wasn’t until they all left me in silence, that I could began to save myself from my mind.