God gave me gifts of stormy Love. They broke me down, so I could rebuild me. All of our lovers - in heartbreak and betrayal Play a part in our becoming & returning to Love, if we let them. Choose yourself over them, always. After all, you are the author of your own love stories.
This will hurt, but you’ve been gone. Aching, but I can’t seem to look at your face anymore. Just a feeling - but I know where you've been. Eyes to the floor cause you have her hidden deep. My knees at the alter, thighs around your neck. Forgotten holy water for your perfect orchard tree. [...]
I kept crawling back to his sandpaper door step, desperate for one last taste of ether. His poetic sexual convictions had me tied up in a phone chord of confusion. Now tell me please, how had I never been teased like this before. Worn out knees to the bone, I prayed to bleed dry of [...]
Letting go with you was just a dip into the unexplored abyss of my creation. You've showed me my sinlessness was not a virtue and that a spectrum of my virginity still awaits immersion. A whole sea between my legs awaits exploration, I never knew I had so much of myself left untouched.
I am must be blessed - because I had you by my side when the world began to fall. Our young love felt like the drugs, maybe because of all the drugs we did. Or Maybe it was the romantic dreams we fostered together. Our fantasy to escape, to get away, to be free from [...]
All alone, is how I saved me.⠀⠀The Mountains couldn’t save me. The doctors or the nurses couldn’t save me.⠀⠀The psychiatrists or the pills. Jesus or Mohammed couldn’t save me.⠀⠀My family or my Lovers. That cat or the money couldn’t save me.⠀⠀That trip, the house, the dress, the make up, the job, even the sex couldn’t [...]
They all helped me wake me up, For better or for worse. Sometimes the lessons seemed too hard - too soon. Now I can see I had the answers all along, I just had to learn how to listen and In the end I was my own Saviour.
You illuminated my dark moon and now I feel like I can’t live without you.⠀⠀You’re a liar and a cheat but, your words are smooth as silk.⠀⠀I’d drop all my values, one last time, just to hear your haunted words.⠀⠀Tie me up to the ceiling fan, your mad is when I like it best. Surrendered [...]
To whom who has a double - constantly and seductively invoking misbehaviour.⠀⠀Contradicting the acceptable characteristics, of the other twin whom, is only allowed to see day light.⠀⠀Even shadows are children, Crying in the night to be seen, heard and worshipped.⠀⠀It’s time for her to escape the dawn and illuminate that what is & all is [...]
Feel your feelings, feel them inside you, let them fill you up.⠀⠀Open yourself up more and more, till you can’t take it any longer.⠀⠀Hit the summit of ultimate pain and joy. Relish in their mountain peak and Let go.⠀⠀Surrender and Let them drizzle out of you. ⠀⠀ Now lay and rest in your new found [...]