“We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.”
There has been some extraordinary changes to my inner and outer essence since I’ve turned 27. Saturn moved into the sign of Capricorn on December 21st 2017, marking my first Saturn Return. During this time I have transitioned from Maiden to Mother and broken through the fear of God. I have reconnected with the Infinite and Loving Divinity of the Universe, along with my Shamanic Ancestry.
Opposing the exhilaration and bliss of this time, I have cold heartily had to look at my reoccurring self defeating patterns and behaviours, once again. Consequently, making bold changes and having to reconstruct my values and belief system. Ive experienced loneliness on levels most individuals would not encounter, but better yet confront. Thus far, the anointment Saturn has poured over me with Maturity, has been the most internally rewarding time of my life.
I am looking forward to finishing off this cosmic cycle during my 29th birthday. Just like all cycles, when the end is near and a new beginning will present itself. The Universe will never leave you empty handed, especially on your journey of evolving your Inner Divinity. 29 will be a Master year for me (2+9=11). Eleven, twenty-two and thirty-three are all Master Numbers. I am hoping it will be the supporting catalyst I am looking for, bring me closer to my Purpose within the Healing Arts. Please leave a comment about your own personal experience, or feel free to inquiry about your own Saturn Return inquests.
I take steps in the dark, holding the hand of Faith, as I work through my shadows. It Continually brings me closer to my Home – which is Love.